► Today was a very stressful and exhausting day. Without getting too deep into the details, things with Dean kinda came to a bit of a head in regards to her missing so much work the past couple of months and a meeting scheduled for Thursday. There was some massive panicking and despair on her part. I made some phone calls, she talked to some ( Read more... )

► I think I'm finally inching towards a nervous breakdown. Yesterday I was feeling really good and chipper all day, until last night when my computer suddenly started going ape shit and I started getting hit with the full force of all my pent up worries and fears. Things have been brewing for awhile now and I'm starting to really feel it now. ( Read more... )

► As of yesterday Dean is back at work. Thank God. She also went to work today! Two days in a row after 3 months off is a nice change of pace. That said, she's still getting neurotic and asking me if I think she'll get fired for missing so much. I can't take much more of that, since I can barely manage to cope with my own overwhelming ( Read more... )

► Dean's home from the hospital. She was released late in the afternoon and Dad picked her up and drove her home. She's still very groggy but seems much more lucid. Apparently she had no idea how often she called me while she was at the hospital ( Read more... )

► This has been an awful day. Last night I went to bed early, around 10:00pm, but woke up with a start at around 1:30am (I haven't had a full 8 hours of sleep in awhile). Since I was up I decided to just pop online and hang out ( Read more... )

► The past couple of days have been odd. I've been falling asleep early each night, and in turn waking up early, which is actually probably good. Unfortunately this is mostly because of exhaustion, anxiety, and horrible tension and stress headaches ( Read more... )

► I love French Onion Sun Chips. They're a much better alternative to potato chips since they're much easier on my stomach (no more greasy chip fueled diarrhea). Sure I miss salt & vinegar chips, but I can live without them.

► Home for just 2 days and the drama is killing me. Dean missed all of last week and now this week from work. She's ( Read more... )

► I'm in a bad way right now. Nerves, anxiety, depression, worries, everything feels like it's starting to crash down on me. The last time I shaved my face was around a week and a half ago, and I can't recall when I last had a shower. These are not good things ( Read more... )

► Happy Hallowe'en ( Read more... )